I swear to Moses i thought I was the only one that did this.
Don’t think that it doesn’t mean I’m happy, i just could be happier, significantly.
Really not enthused that I might not get to move out now because you’re deciding to live somewhere that doesn’t have room for me anymore. cool, not really. kinda pissed. can’t afford single bedroom rent.
Im uncomfortable with the knowledge of multiple people liking me, always have been always might be, but only when im single oddly enough. I don’t like letting people down even if its really no biggie.
Can’t focus on anything. I don’t know what the fuck to do. The more you beg me to come back the more I feel like giving in but then there’s him. A person I connected with in 5 minuets effortlessly who is just like me in every way. I wish I could fast forward to whatevers meant to be and AAVE the stress. Is it weird that I’m so scared to make the wrong choice and I’ll be miserable for the rest of my life?